"You can't fix it. You can't make it go away.
I don't know what you're going to do about it,
But I know what I'm going to do about it. I'm just
going to walk away from it. Maybe
A small part of it will die if I'm not around
feeding it anymore."
--Lew Welch
How to tell a story
Friday, July 31, 2015
Good cop
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Blue moon tonight ... next in 2018
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Paradise
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Thursday, July 30, 2015
Cartoon
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Shell 1 Greenpeace 1
Feel good and symbolic. Shell marches on. Obama marches on.
This morning
What a gorgeous morning! Forecast for over 100 later but at the moment couldn't be more comfortable here on the deck with the AlphaSmart. Blue sky, birds feeding, relatively quiet -- we do get nearby traffic noise at rush hour times like now.
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Ice breaker started on the move, changed its mind and turned around. Small victory for Greenpeace. I suppose now the authorities have to figure out how to arrest the dangling activists. No easy chore, especially safely.
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Virtual rally
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Hefty
Fine increases each day ... liberal millionaire needs to step up to cover it. It's 10 grand an hour by Monday!
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Wednesday, July 29, 2015
In the Guardian
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Test run
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Protest
Activists are hanging from bridge ... action at last!
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Morning
My new project is keeping my mind active. Maybe that's the point ha ha. I am curious, however, if I actually can pull it off -- if I have time and energy to do it. Younger, I know I could do it. Today, slower, less patient, with far less faith in the purpose of my writing, I'm not so sure. I think I largely do this from habit now. It's how I learned to exist in the world.
Of course, I like it when someone remembers my work. This happens now and again. That wonderful actor a few months back, going on and on. Oblivion is not yet complete!
The nice thing about the university gig is that it was the one place I still felt "respected," that is, someone who did work worth doing and worth paying attention to. In the 1980s I felt that here in the community at large but not since then. I got spoiled early on, obviously. But it's important that I had my time in the spotlight, so to speak, so now, older, I don't feel like I've missed anything. I learned how much of it is bullshit -- especially when I became one of the judges who decide who is in the spotlight, who gets the grant. It's all politics, and a lot of crooked politics at that. When I was in the spotlight, I made the mistake of believing it actually had something to do with me and my work. It's far more complicated, far more sinister, than that. Art simply has no important function in our capitalist society -- except at personal levels. At social and political levels, it's all about commodities in a marketplace.
As I like to say, in a sane culture reading THE QUIET AMERICAN would have made the Vietnam war impossible!
But here I am, and my blessings far outweigh my disagreements. It's a gorgeous morning, coming heat wave or not, and the birds are feeding, it is pleasant here on the deck, with iced coffee at hand ... so far, so good, for the last Wednesday in July.
Looking forward to grilling with hard wood, learning new skills, adding to my cooking skills. Bread and biscuits are the mainstays, of course. I tried other things but didn't enjoy the results enough to continue. So I need more activity in this area.
The yard is a mess but hot and dry, at least it's not growing.
I need to spend time with banjo and ukulele today! Really. Maybe even record. And start getting Avalon down.
We need to take a trip to Boise so H can visit a grandson. While in the area, should explore southern Idaho. I know northern Idaho well, Dick Crooks country, but have done little exploring in the south. My old friend Tom just bought a house in Pocatello ... some place to visit after he moves. He loves the area, his home.
Brooding about Dancing ... in a theoretical sense, the landscape of its narrative is based on Brown's extraordinary contention that Freud's reality principle is false: that, in fact, the line between wish and deed does not exist. ! Well, if this were true, that thinking an action is, in fact, doing the action, how would this affect action in a narrative? That's how my characters do time travel so easily: the imagination itself is the landscape of the action. Will it work with a reader? Well, with some, I assume. But it has to work with me first. And that's what I'm working on ha ha.
There is a rather serious and considered theoretical basis for all the apparent craziness in this narrative! Be great if I can actually make it work ha ha.
Cooking
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Tuesday, July 28, 2015
Doubts
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On the AlphaSmart
Feel like work is done for the day. Maybe some yard work, and some music practice, but the hard work for Tuesday is done, I think. Good.
Got a charcoal chimney. Hoping to improve my bbq skills. Maybe start using lump coal.
Time for a leaf lard run.
New issue of The Progressive dedicated to food crisis, now and soon, and while there is good news with regard to indie farming, the overall picture is pretty grim with corporate farming in control.
Impossible to be "pure" as a citizen here.
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We both crashed big time after lunch ... nap time. I'm revived and feel better than I often do after a nap, H still in bed.
Man, this heat spell coming is getting a lot of alarms, a week of almost 100. We don't have AC but we do have a great fan and our area is usually cooler than the city at large. I'm not too worried about it, though H is already groaning. Sketch will join her.
Practice a little music tonight, I think.
Repetition
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Looking ahead
Will work on manuscript later while my laundry is being done ... basement activities.
Also, Avalon, the current uke song, is featured in my jazz book, so I should be able to work out an impressive arrangement of it.
The week is starting out well. I like it.
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Monday, July 27, 2015
On the AlphaSmart
I think I'll make biscuits tonight. H off to a women's group potluck.
Nice to feel like I accomplished something today.
Yep
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Yep
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Testing
So this is a test, to transfer on the spot. Here we go ...
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Shortcut
SUNDAY. Progress! I played the difficult B part of Sandy River Belle to speed without error twice in a row, a sign of sure progress. Can record it soon.
Reading "The Use and Abuse of Literature" which may become a source, a quoted source, in the new novel, using a non-fiction technique in fiction, i.e. documenting sources. It will be a strange book, to say the least. I wrote a new foreword, hoping in less than a page to set the tone and make things more comprehensible to the reader, who will be faced with layers of material, time travel, shifting protagonists, and all order of non-commercial (ha ha) techniques.
Busy day tomorrow. Housekeeper day. And I have my annual medical checkup in the morning. I dread the argument I'll have with my doctor whenever it is I "get" something because I am inclined to treat nothing in the future but pain. I have no desire to live beyond my natural order of life. I somewhat regret getting my heart pacer, as a matter of fact, because the battery lasts so goddamn long. I don't have to live that long. Yes, I want to finish this book, but christ, I have no desire to live beyond common sense.
Just checked the battery here ... 97%. I saw an old add that listed 700 hours as the life of 3 AA batteries on this remarkable writing tool. But I know no other writer who uses it.
Design of the narrative
Old school
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Sunday, July 26, 2015
Uses in obscure places
BIBLIOGRAPHY ...
Deemer, Charles. The Seagull Hyperdrama. 2004. Sextant Books
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A thesis on Chekhov, of course, but it impresses me if the writer actually studied my hyperdrama, rather than just listing it.
Once your work is "out there," surprising connections can happen. Rather the point of it all.
Fix it
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Triple play!
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On the AlphaSmart
Living with H's memory loss brings home how important memory is to giving stability and continuity to a life This is why memory gets institutionalized in rituals and memorials. Makes much more sense to me now. Unfortunately, the process also turns memory into mythology, a distorted memory slanted for political or religious purposes Then generations get raised on lies.
A great example of the situation here regards our house. When H returned from the hospital in Oct., she stated that she no longer could live in our house. Too isolated, reminded her of her heart attack. I love the house and had no desire to move. Sit on it, I suggested. But she insisted. Reluctantly I agreed, we would sell the house and move.
It was a gigantic task to get the house ready to sell. But I started, found a real estate agent, and so on.
Some months along the way, H had a fit one day because I was selling the house. It was very important to her to own a house. Her parents never owned a house. Ownership was part of her image of herself as successful. Why am I doing this to her?
Wait a minute! You are the one who wanted to sell the house. I'm just trying to be nice here.
What? What?
So we got that straightened out. But that is how crazy and frustrating the days can become here.
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TUESDAY. Baking bread. Sanity! Might follow with traditional biscuits since the oven is hot.
Music, research, yard work kind of day.
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WED. Definitely off to a better start, yard work and uke practice done before H got up. Banjo left, and research and maybe writing. And some outside chores.
No end of things to do. The issue is energy. Sometimes it just tanks beyond recovery. Old age, I suppose.
Overwhelmed by the reading, research, I need to do to write with authority over so large a span of world history. Always better to over prepare in this regard. Meanwhile I can push the story along, adding the realistic details later. Should do that for efficiency.
Another technique idea: use sources the way non-fiction uses them.
THURS. Under the weather ... but a good day! No pressure. Progress on banjo, each song with a challenging moment. Research and decision re project ... need to get into manuscript tomorrow. No complaints today ... made olive bread and for dinner homemade pasta, yum! Homemade is always better.
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FRIDAY. Despite a low energy day, I got some work done on the project manuscript, an important early section. And made a little progress on banjo. All the same, very low energy and little zest today.
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SATURDAY. Been in a funky space lately. Consistent with a theme in the project actually! Life imitates art. Happens to me all the time.
Slow day, which is fine. Cooking lentils. Chose next songs: Avalon on ukulele, June Apple on banjo.
Watching a cooking show bbquing a whole pig. Pig Roast memories!
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SUNDAY. Still trying to get back on track ... maybe under the weather was more, but it was a rough week, though I did get some things done. But my attitude sucked most of the time ... a theme in the new book! Writing is a disease.
Anyway, if I can actually pull this sucker off, which is mainly getting the point of view and tone right, I think, it could be something. But it won't be easy.
Two tracks
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Yes
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Saturday, July 25, 2015
Once upon a time
Perspective
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American rut
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Friday, July 24, 2015
Thursday, July 23, 2015
Perptual War, a poem
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Tick tick ...
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Tragedy (again)
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Banjo challenges
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Ah
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Satisfaction
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Under the weather
But I still practice the banjo and brood about the project.
Realization: new journalism and creative non-fiction wrote non-fiction with techniques of fiction. In project I am writing fiction with techniques of non-fiction.
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Music update
Next week's banjo songs will be Blackberry Blossom and June Apple.
Waiting to hear from teacher for this week's Django.
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Life in universe
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Hmm
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Like this guy
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Wednesday, July 22, 2015
Doctorow II
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Doctorow
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At last
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Strange day
Zero sum universe.
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Tuesday, July 21, 2015
Yes
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Deal for Oregon star
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From "Dylan Goes Electric!"
Bonnie Beecher, recalled him playing the Elliott albums, one after another, insisting that she recognize their brilliance: “Literally, you are in this room until you’ve heard them all, and you get it.”
Dylan was perplexed by his growing fame, hurt by Newsweek’s gotcha journalism, and unprepared for situations like the ECLC dinner, and he responded by becoming more withdrawn and introspective, and more insistent on following his own direction.
In March, he and Baez did a joint tour of the Northeast, and she was troubled by the change in his attitude: “The kids were calling out for him to do the songs that meant something to them, like ‘Masters of War’ and ‘With God on Our Side,’” she remembered. “He didn’t care. They were reaching out to him, and he didn’t care. He just wanted to rock and roll.”
What no one seems to have noted was that on another level “Only a Pawn” expressed a sensibility at odds with any mass movement.
We were learning firsthand that the so-called national ‘folk boom’ had more to do with celebrity than with any deep grassroots interest.
Land and commerce
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Joan Didion
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Monday, July 20, 2015
First take
Nelson remembered Dylan changing instantly and dramatically after hearing those first Jack Elliott albums: “He came back in a day, or two at the most, and . . . from being a crooner basically, nothing special . . . he came back and sounded like he did on the first Columbia record."
Good for them
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Guardian noticed ... not our media
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Where we live
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War hero
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Music goals
Banjo: get Old Joe Clark and Sandy River Belle to recording status.
Ukulele: play 4 Django songs to date at 75%.
Might be too much.
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Toast
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Sunday, July 19, 2015
On the AlphaSmart
So I am more excited than ever about the project because it looks closer to being able to work.
Tons of reading to do, research ... on classical Anthens and Sophocles ... Little Big Horn and Sitting Bull ... sinking of the Titanic ... the logistics of Whitman museum, and artifacts in museums generally. This is a huge project. Hope I live long enough to finish it.
But it should keep me busy and distracted from our dying planet. Dancing on the Titanic.
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FRIDAY. Up early to beat commuter traffic, take dog to special vet in Vancouver ... breakfast, out and back to bed! Now we're both getting up at noon. Jeez.
Get my nylon strings tomorrow ... eager to tune up the banjo! Try to find all the tabs from my classes. See what books I still have ... gave a ton of book to VA.
Still half asleep. Energy issue in old age.
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SATURDAY. On the deck. A gorgeous morning, before a forecast scorcher. And a big day! Nylon strings arrive today, I hope sooner rather than later, and I can spend a few hours getting them on and stretched and then see how they sound on the banjo. Great, I am assuming and hope ... and then I can reengage my clawhammer self, while moving the ukulele focus to jazz chords. I am getting a lot of new musical energy, thanks to the jazz class, the discovery of 6 chords, Django's staple, and other things.
Sketch his old self after a full day at the vet, teeth matters, and all looks well. At 13 years, S is in better shape than the vet specialist expected. And the expense is less than I expected. Everybody happy ha ha.
One thing I will do with banjo this time around is learn more songs on alternative tunings, esp sawmill and double c.
Want to check out software for recording on two tracks ... might do some uke-banjo duets.
So much reading and research to do for the new project! Months and months.
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Not as easy as I thought but have nylon strings on the banjo. Like the different, more mellow sound. Takes a day or two to stretch them out to stay in tune.
So two musical studies ... clawhammer banjo, jazz ukulele. Keep me out of trouble.
Overwhelmed by what I need to know for project. Reading, research.
SUNDAY. Need to get this out of the AlphaSmart and into the blog.
Mariners game, golf, hot day with diversions to keep me distracted.
Been practicing a little banjo. Love the sound now! It's damn near perfect for what I want to hear, flat and mellow old timey sound. The head mute is the trick, with the nylon strings.
Well, enough. Brooding about the project, always. Movie execs in the studio days used to look into the writers room and see everybody staring into space. Nobody working! Ha ha.
On a roll
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New tech challenge
Need to learn how to do this on Audacity.
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Impressive
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Night and day
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"10 years ago it would have been difficult to imagine ever feeling pity for Tiger Woods. To call him the world’s most dominant athlete, which he was, only undersold his broader significance. He was larger than life, the rare chosen one who not only met but surpassed the stratospheric expectations placed upon him and held the world in his thrall. That was then."
What a crash. The mental game tanked.
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Saturday, July 18, 2015
The sound
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Can't help it
Biscuits and gravy!
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Friday, July 17, 2015
Perspective
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Thursday, July 16, 2015
Banjo
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Yep
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Fascinating
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Perspective
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Too late
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Dancing on the Titanic sounds like the right image to me.
Good idea
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Good cop
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Jacked
But the content feels right, too. The tone especially right. Will get this down today.
Man, doors have opened!
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Amazon Echo
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Quotation of the day
Morning SF Chronicle
Sounds typical.
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The old juices
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Wednesday, July 15, 2015
Old story
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Recommended
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On and on
The people gave a clear “No” in this month’s referendum, says Konstantopoulou - we don’t have the right to interpret it as a “Yes”, or a “No with conditions”.
5m ago
Getting into her stride, Konstantopoulou says the bailout deal is a coup, a crime against humanity which could lead to social genocide.
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News
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To the streets, Pope!
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Innovation
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Good cop
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Yes
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Models for us all
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Politics
Pluto and Politics, what a marriage in our species.
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The other mode of humanity
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Greece
Where in hell is a sense of urgency among "leaders"?
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Technology
This feels big ... if countries in similar fixes join a protest against EU ... big banks ... corp capitalism... the little guys of the world are really pissed, as they should be. Get a charismatic leader and ... it could go left or right.
Lots of older Greeks remembering WWII and Germany then. I won't be surprised if this gets really ugly.
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Turning violent
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Attending tonight’s demonstration is Mikalis Simeakis, who used to work as a producer for TV and radio commercials but has been unemployed for nearly four years; he lost two jobs in succession at the start of the crisis.
He tells Emma:
“We feel there has been a coup in our country. Tsipras let down everyone. I didn’t vote him but I supported him in the referendum two weeks ago.”
“You might not see that many people here, because the government has made people think that no matter what they do nothing will change, but it doesn’t mean they want this”
“If English people want to leave the EU, we want to leave ten times more.”
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The crisis
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Protests and riot police in Athens
Nearly six months ago, the centre of Athens was filled with triumphant Syriza supports after Alexis Tsipras was swept to victory, on a promise to end austerity and negotiate a better deal with creditors.
10 days ago, the centre of Athens was filled with triumphant No supporters after Greece gave a loud OXI to its lenders’ demands.
Tonight, the centre of Athens is home to protesters, and riot police, in a depressing reminder of dark days earlier in the debt crisis
There’s no sign of trouble yet, but there’s still a hefty police presence.
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Shameful but not surprising
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American exceptionalism
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No! It was in the contract.
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Photos
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HEAR, HEAR!!
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"Where exactly, in history, are these wise crowds? Do you mean the hordes who joined the first crusade and immediately started murdering Jews? The mobs who attacked Catholics, immigrants and foreigners in the 18th-century Gordon riots? Or the people who join in social media attacks on supposedly outrageous remarks by some poor sod or other?
The Arab Spring failed because it had too much crowd “wisdom” and not enough good leaders. Ed Miliband made a terrible mistake when he mistook the crowds that follow Russell Brand online for people smart enough to vote.
The crowd is a fool."
Ah so long ago, Ezra Pound nailed this Democratic Lowest Common Denominator art & literature foolishness in his book, The ABC of Reading.
Crowd foolishness has become pandemic.
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Surprised and delighted
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Insomnia
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Tuesday, July 14, 2015
New frontiers
This skill may be the only thing that continues the species. Earth's hospitality is a victim of our own greed. On to other planets to live!
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